you were my first love…

hari ini aku melihatmu lagi, tapi aku bahkan tak sanggup menatap wajahmu..
aku tak lagi mampu bertahan, kasih…
maaf..
bukan aku tak setia..
tapi..sakit..
tahukah kau perasaan ini ????
mungkin kau tahu, tapi kau tidak pernah dan tidak akan peduli, kan?
aku tahu dan aku mengenalmu..
kau bukanlah orang yang sanggup untuk ,menerima kehadiranku..
menerima kehadiran orang yang tidak ada dalam hatimu..
orang yang tidak kau cintaimu..
aku mengerti…
maaf..sekarang aku kan pergi..
sampai jumpa.. bila kau masih ingin bertemu…
YOU WERE MY FIRST LOVE AND YOU WERE MY TRUE LOVE…



KETIKA LOYALITAS CINTA DIPERTANYAKAN

berapa banyak lagi airmata yg hrus menetes utkmu??
aku jatuh dalam cinta yg mengikis senyum sesungguhnya
kau bahagiakan aku dalam realita imajinasi kehidupan
sampai kapan aku hrus bertingkah bodoh dihadapan mu?
hati yg tergores, slalu pulih dalam sekejap
kekuatan cinta yg mengerikan…

tak peduli bahwa aku tak pernah ada dalam arah pandangmu
aku tetap selalu ada disini

mengapa Tuhan mengikatkan benang merahku padamu?
sungguh besarkah anugrah cinta yg Tuhan limpahkan padaku?
sungguh indahkah perasaan ini di depan Dia yang mahakuasa?
ataukah hanya aku yg terlalu setia????



LOOP

Hey, while this town is covered by twilight,
The morning sun is shining down somewhere else in this world.
As that flower withers away in your hand,
A little seed probably falls into the ground somewhere.
If the trodden soil is called a path,
Then is shutting my eyes love?
If our star was flat, the two of us wouldn’t have met.
We were running without slowing down,
As if from each other. No matter how far apart we are now,
We will surely face each other again in this revolving miracle.
Hey, when the twilight passes from this town,
Take my tears away too.
If a story of words is called a novel,
Then are these words that can’t reach it my dream?
Carried by fallen leaves floating in the river that flows without faltering,
Became clouds with the sea and fell with the rain,
I will raise this seed that fell near the distant you.
If only you would notice me from your distant location.
Because our star revolves without stopping,
The sceneries outside the tiny opened window,
And the flower I loved, we will surely face each other again,
In this revolving miracle, in this sprouting season,
We will surely face each other again.
Round and round I go,
Round and round around